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July 6th, 2008
anorexicqueen
[xjaniex]
 | 03:16 pm
Had another fight with my mother.
She's just about ready to kick me out of the house; Better start packing.
Had nothing but water today. I've decided to put a pic of myself.
Advanced critique is recommeneded.
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Current Music: The Bitter End-Placebo
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anorexicqueen
[distant_praise]
 | 04:49 pm
Ugh I miss you girls like hell. I don't know if any of you all remember me. I'm the girl with the controlling boyfriend. Well we got back together like two weeks ago. But now our relationship is on the rocks again because he says I need to learn to grow up and not care so much what other people think about me. But like for the past 3 days all he has been doing is picking apart each and every single one of my character flaws. And I'm not allowed to say anything back he literally said this about himself, "I have no character flaws" and he was serious. Like how do you tell someone with that mindset that they are wrong? It's like impossible. So I'm just trying to be a littler trooper and endure everything and hopefully the storm will blow over. In good news I've lost 10 pounds within the last week. But I owe 5 of those pounds to the food poisoning I had. But after I had that jump start I was able to lose 5 more because I was determined. And girls don't do anything stupid. Food poisoning is NOT fun. I was in bed sick for 3 straight days and I was delusional and hallucinating in my sleep and my fever was around 103 and I felt horrible. It was NOT fun. But yeah I'm down ten pounds now and all I've had for the last 2 and a half days is just 1 piece of cake. But I've been drinking low cal juice here and there. And some orange juice. Stay strong and good energy girls!
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anorexicqueen
[ryann23]
 | 04:18 pm
all ive had today is half of a six inch turkey sub from subway.
im about to go swimming. im actually in a good mood today.
=) hope everyone else is doing good. ill be back later and read some posts and stuff. peace out
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anorexicqueen
[lanyatheana]
 | 01:21 pm - breakfast?
I need something to eat for breakfast/lunch right now... but I'm out of veggies and fruits right now. :\
any help with some ideas, peoplez?
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anorexicqueen
[thinangel23]
 | 09:51 am
OH MY GOD. i had the weirdest dream ever. it actually scared me, i like weighed 400 pounds, and alll you could see in my dream was the massive amounts of fatting foods around me. when i woke i swear to god i could feel all the fat and food on me, i am like afraid to look in a mirror, i feel so disgusting right now. weird right?
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anorexicqueen
[clickjazzclick]
 | 04:53 pm - hi
I am liquid fasting today.
It wasn't planned, but i slept in until 12pm and decided there wasn't much point in eating anything today. I feel quite sick for some reason, possibly oversleeping and the fact that i have been eating too much bad foods for the past three days. I should not have binged. I haven't gained which is good but my body is suffering. Headache, gut pain, dizzy spells, and generally feeling like shit.
How is everyone doing?
x
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anorexicqueen
[mythosandlogos]
 | 08:55 am
so yesterday i had 270 calories.
4 pieces of bread= 180 cal
1 biscotti= 90 cal
not too bad of a day.
i was also extremely hung over from drinking on an empty stomach, and slept ALL DAY.
i'm not joking, i slept the entire day.
so this morning i was still 129. BMI 19.6
that backs up my feeling that some of the 4 pounds from yesterday were water weight.
and i'm on the last day of my period,
and everyone knows how good that will be once its over.
x-posted to weightless dolls and almost perfect
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anorexicqueen
[need_help_fast]
 | 12:55 pm - DAY 6
So todays my 400 calorie day (: so far 120calories.
Just found out I'm going to my dads for a few days. GREAT HE MAKES ME EAT! He don't bloody eat so why the hell should I?!
So the BBQ on friday, didn't eat a thing :D butt drank tons! So yeah
Yesturday I did go over 200 calories by like 50 so I'm not to pissed with that.
sorry about this but I CAM ON MY F*CKING PERIOD
ERGHHH it hurts so so so much and I am sooo bloated :(
This friday I wanna be 130 I hope I can do it although I am on my period and normally I gain 2lbs, but hey I might aswell pray (:
On wednesday i start my 700calories or less so yeah, that should be easy, i hope (:
anyways, I have to go now. going to my dads (:
love you all <333 xxxxx
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ana_circle
[d_nikki]
 | 12:11 pm
Im on holiday visiting family 2,000 miles away from home and the first thing I hear when I get here is "EAT this, EAT that"... my mum actually told my family to make sure I'm eating so now I'm under constant supervision and its the most terrible thing ever. I don't know what to do, I'm here for another two weeks and I don't think I can do this.
Today was going to be a fast for me but OF COURSE, family dinner tonight which I can't escape.
Tomorrow was going to be a fast but OF COURSE, lunch with my older cousin who is the worst at forcing food on me.
The next day may work, then I'm going on a mini break to Italy for a little more than a week so that should be easier...
If anyone would like a fasting buddy starting on Tuesday PLEASE let me know! I could really do with some support right now.
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anorexicqueen
[lanyatheana]
| 12:46 am - made this for a postsecret-like community
but i thought you gals might wanna see, too
( my picture secret )
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July 5th, 2008
anorexicqueen
[anniebull]
 | 11:02 pm - BUSTED.
so today was terrible. all I had was my crystal light, 10cals and 2 sips of vitamin water, but then my mom picked me up from work and she said that she went through my room and found my journals. they had all my weights, bmi's and journal entries since 7th grade when I first became bullimic. my dad nad her forced me to eat a 6inch turkey sub, but while they weren't looking i shoved more than half of it down my sleeves and into my pockets. I have to start seeing a therapist and dietition regurly. It's so dumb I'm not even underweight. I weigh 94.5lbs and I'm 5ft, that means my bmi is 18.5...that is like exactly wha I should be right? RAAAWWWRRRR. I'm not going to make it through. now i'm sat at the table and they watch every bite I eat and mak me sit there 45minutes so that I don't go and purge. I'm just going to have to start exercising secretly when no one is home. I want to run away, but I can't because I'm on fucking 11:00 curfew by the po po. uuuurrrrggggghhhh. I don't know how to get through this. oh and to make it even better they stole all of my diet pills. fuck this shit.
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anorexicqueen
[myaneexperience]
 | 11:05 pm
Grar. Food was awful today. I had to work an eleven-hour shift at the grocery store, so I just ate whatever I could get so I didn't collapse. However, tomorrow I only work six hours at my desk job, so I can eat nothing and be fine. I can even have an entire pot of coffee all to myself!
Does anyone else use Benadryl the way I do? For some reason, when I take a lot of it, I lose my appetite as well as feel really relaxed and floaty and, well, basically stoned. I take ten to twelve at a time and just let the good feelings flow. I don't know how bad it is for you (probably VERY)...but it can't be any worse than the diet pills.
Speaking of which, I need to get some new diet pills. Do Stackers work at all?
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anorexicqueen
[ryann23]
| 08:02 pm - posting again
hey im just curious.. is there anyone on here that is recovering.. or recovered.. and come on here cause they still have the same thoughts.. or come on here to help and support those who arent ready to recover. that would be cool. part of me really wants to recover someday, but im not ready... cause the other part of me never wants to stop. so yeah. i was just wondering.
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anorexicqueen
[ryann23]
| 07:45 pm - today blows
so my sister bailed on me on going to the lake.. so i took a nap. then my boy came over and we watched knocked up. its a pretty good movie. anyways.. no he is gone and im bored. i never really do anything anymore. it sucks.i wish i had something to do.. when i get bored i get hungry. i might go rollerblade if i get too tempted to eat.
im lame. and my thighs are so huge. just looking at them makes me want to throw up.
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anorexicqueen
[xjaniex]
| 05:36 pm
Had half a plain egg and bread sandwich and water today.
Thats all.
I think im doing pretty good these days. Havent purging and stuff.
Well, im bored so thinspo.
P.S. PANIC! at the disco is my ultimate favourite.
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ana_circle
[mustbeskinnier]
 | 08:28 pm
Hey.
I just wanted you all to know that I'm here to talk if you ever want to. I've been told that I am good at giving advice, and helping people with problems. I like to help.
So, I'm always here, just a message away.
:)
Stay strong <3
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ana_circle
[peachyhappys]
| 07:30 pm - vacations
my mom and i have been in wyoming (sp?) for the past few days and she keeps making me eat stuff.
just now she made me drink a smoothie because i "haven't had much to eat today"
hem hem, i ate 1/2 a papaya, a smoothie, three hand-fulls of trail mix (140 cals every 3 tbl spoons) and 8 nut thins... whatever nut thins are...
and yesterday AND the day before, we had cake and chocolate ice cream because my birthday was on the 3rd. *!<4?*:"?)*$!&!?*
i bet we have more tonight..... i think i'm going to start swelling up like a balloon... i really heavy food filled balloon....... ewww
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Current Music: ladytron
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ana_circle
[howqueerr]
 | 04:36 pm - huh ?
what zee hell is 2468!?
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Current Music: The Beatles
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anorexicqueen
[mackenzieee]
 | 04:51 pm - The Ruler Rule!
Today while shopping for school supplies I came up with a great rule. Standing & take a hard ruler, like metal or wood. Put it from hip bone to hip bone. If it lays perfectly straight without your stomach moving it up/out any then you may eat/drink, but only till the point where it starts to move. If you measure & it bulges any then no eating/drinking. Point being you'd so lose weight & always have a flat stomach. Like it? Just thought I'd share it.
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anorexicqueen
[thinangel23]
| 01:50 pm
so i feel l ike shit today
i went to a party last night for the 4th and got totally drunk. hangover sucks.....
but the plus side is i dont want to eat anything
but on the bad side i have no energy to get up and go to the gym
so now i am bummed.
well i am going back to bed to sleep this off
Luvs
have a good day
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