hey...i like your thinking of walking the dogs and having a lil choc and an apple for dinner!
ive added u as a friend xx
i started the liquid diet today as i have binged this week so much cos its been my last week of uni! im so worried bout easter sunday and monday though cos im gonna have to eat chocolate and roasrt dinners!!! ....shit!
how r u today ? xxx

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shit.
i have been crap the past few days.
Friday barely ate!
went out Friday night and allowed myself to drink and ignore cals.
however yesterday i went to a wedding thinking "i can get away without eating much (cos everyone will be distracted) And burn off the cals from the previous night by dancing”
i ate finger food, entree, main and dessert!
fuck fuck fuck.
i was sooo angry at myself, purged a bit of my main up, but i got a little scared that someone would walk in a know that i was vomiting up my meal so i just gave up.
today i have eaten soooooo much chocolate and a massive lunch.
have not stopped eating.
so angry at myself.
I reckon I have eaten about 2000cals
i am not going to eat for the rest of the day.
i am also going to take photo's of myself so everyone can see how fat i have gotten over the past few days and hopefully i can humiliate myself not to eat while i am away. (i have not internet where i am going to no motivation from anaqueen)
:(
i will also be with my family watching me like a hawk!
:S
i think i will just claim ill the whole 10 days.
so nervous.
how did you liquid diet go?
i hope you did better than me.
xoxo

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